Damn.

Woah, haha. Where do I even begin. This’ll be just a quick, laid-back post to get some thoughts out.

I gained access to my old Gmail account and long story short, was able to gain access to this old gem. I know it’s normal to cringe when looking back on stuff you did when you were longer, but it hurts so much worse for me considering I had a lot of access to the internet. And what did I do with that access? I wrote a lot of awful prose. Blog posts, private online diary entries, deviantArt, Wattpad. For some reason I felt the need to spread my mediocre writing over every inch of the internet I could find.

There’s some even older material of mine dispersed on the web that I can’t get access to, so even my pre-pre-teen musings are forever out there unfortunately. It’s really funny though, how drastically my life has changed. It’s really interesting looking back on my thought processes and my day to day life when I was younger. It’s like a time capsule.

I’m really surprised at the amount of followers this blog got. I never get it would get as much attention as it did. I only had around 40 followers at the height of this blog but to me that was a lot. Everyone’s support was amazing, and it pushed me to keep writing. I’m still an avid reader and writer and lover of the arts in general, and mostly because having an internet audience, on this website and others, really inspired me.

I doubt anyone will read this-the most recent activity from someone on this blog is 2 years old. But basically, this is me saying hi, hello. I’m 16 years old now and I’m simultaneously completely different as well as basically the same person I was when I was 12/13. I suppose 2-4 years is a pretty short amount of time but I was practically a fetus back then so it’s a huge difference to me haha.

I have a lot more to say but I’m going to go pour over all my long-forgotten writing I can find. It’s really entertaining in a masochistic way (not in a sexy way though, just like a sad cringe sort of way).

 

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